HEY PEOPLE! :D Ive been really lazy to elaborate who my life has been, hehhh. And yesterday was the first time in the verververy long time i stayed at home all day, (lol). I just spent time watching movies online, eating, painting my nails, eating, chatting, otp with sayang (teaching her maths. i wondered if that even possible? hahah), eat somemore, sleep, woke up and eat eat eat again. hehehehehehe.

Okay, that kinda seemed like a no-lifer, but im not okay! I just needed to take a break from all the head-spinning stuff happening in my life. Its all just happening too goddamn fast! i want it to sloooooww dowwwnnnn. And thats, why im chillaxing people. (is that even a word? :l)

And btw, add-ons to list of people that i wanna go out with; NatyQa, Mubin, Irsyad. And also outing with the camp perkasa balqis girls pleaaaase? Atiqah, Rina, Puteri,Farhana and Farhanie. Okay, (Y).

These few days have been just WOW, hahaha. Well, its crapped up that i have maths class during the holidays. Algebra algebra algebra! Sad isnt it? And its only for freaking two hours. -.- Ahhhh, whatever. Well, ive been studying everyday. Believe it, i am! Its two hours of hardcore maths, and also loads of reading. Im sucha good girl these days. I wonder, what the hell happenned to me? At least, its a good thing, right? :D

Btw, i owe many many people dates. D: And there's also some of my lovelies who i intend to go out with, but always tak jadi. Its frustrating y'know. And by the time you people ask me out, im cashless! I can still go out with you ah, as long as there's food, i'll survive. (: Andddd, if you wanna ask me out, pleaaase ask aft 13 Nov, cos thats when im officially free from school imprisonment, yay! So, this is somesort of a shoutout to people i owe dates to/i wanna go out with; Aisha, Athirah, Fykachuu, Fiqah, Anis, Nieda, Syiqah, Humairah, Nad, Farhana, Syahirah, Hazirah, Fazirah, Wansy and Sheryl. ^^

So, if you peoplezzzz see your name there, text yeaaahhh. I soooo wanna go out like everyyydaaaaaayyyyyy.

(Oink oink!)  :D

chatting with iskandar, hahaha.

Iskandar. says:

ya. annoying sia o lvls

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

Hahaha, it'll haunt you sia.

Iskandar. says:

it will for a few months after taking it as well

Iskandar. says:

thinking if you pass or fail

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

Then if never do so well, how?

Iskandar. says:

cry

Iskandar. says:

haha

Iskandar. says:

i dont know.

Iskandar. says:

you will find out if you get 1 or see people get it

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

Hahaha, SEEING YOU CRY = PRICELESS

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

(!)

Iskandar. says:

hahaha wtf

Iskandar. says:

i wont

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says: (10:58:32 PM)

Haha, then what?

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

Dont shit yourself, dude. ;O

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

Hahhh.

Iskandar. says:

i wont

Iskandar. says:

i will pee -.-

Marissa, I fucking miss Wansy too! (luv) says:

Haha, the truth!

Marissa, (luv). says:

I dont even bother to call him a boyf

sufiyan . says:

why ?

Marissa, (luv). says:

He's a loser.

sufiyan . says:

why ?

Marissa, (luv). says:

Can we not talk abt him , pleaaase?

sufiyan . says:

i never come across people who criticize his/her own bf/gf before siaa.

Marissa, (luv). says:

Cos i feel like im done with him.

Marissa, (luv). says:

But he just doesnt wanna let go.

sufiyan . says:

haha.

Marissa, (luv). says:

It feels like im carrying dead weight.

Im being honest, the feeling just aint there anymore.

Happy birthday baby! (:

Actually, i alrdy typed out this super long post y'know. I was just abt to click the 'create post' button, then i freaking lost the internet connection. -.- And the best part is, it wasnt saved as drafts, ughhh. Its still sucha bother that im still having the mood to blog, LOL. Its gonna be  shorter post, but whatever. Just be thankful that im bothering to update this crap.

Okay, here we go,

I FINALLY WENT SHOPPING WITH MY SAYANG! <3 Well, her bestf tagged along too. They had a picnic at the old changi hospital before i met up with them. I really wanted to go for that picnic, but my dad didnt let. D: No matter, the day was just great! We went to Vivo to check out stuff at Forever 21. Then, trained to Orchard, walked and shopped for hours. Well, actually i did all the shopping. Cos imma temporary rich bitch whaat, hahah. Shades / food / jacket / shoes / earings / headbands / more foooooooddd, (luv).

Sadly, we didnt go to Wisma Atria. Otherwise, we might have met Aisha there. Oh so sad. D: Well, i did see many many people which i knew. But none that i really wished to see, LOL. And otw hme, i saw someone very familiar. Then i suddenly started feeling moody. Ughh, i still couldnt forget it. Ohhh why(?) D:

So currently, im happy/sad. Weird isnt it? Well, gotta think positive Marissa! ROFL. Anyways, something to be happy abt, im gonna go town again with my parents tmrw. A reason to be happy, can buy more expensive stuff! They're like my external shopping bank, hehehe. Okay, im being evil. (Stop)

(A shoutout to my sayang; Wansyyyyy! I want the freaking pictures!) Well, all the pictures taken were in her digital camera. Im gonna get it from her soooooonnnnn, i hope!

Btw, high hopes that i'll be going shopping with Irsyad, heheh! :D

Exams are dead! So so, deaaaaaaaaaaaaad.

Omg, who isnt happy abt that? Haha. Well, im just afraid of what might be the results, ahh shit. And as everyone said, maths was a killer! Well, it totally murdered my brain, thats fer suree. I cant freaking think anymore, drained out of brain juice. On the bright side, the other subjects were okay, i guess. Except for malay. I kinda screwed up at some parts. I didnt think it was harder than expected, ish! I guess i better enjoy the freedom now (while i still have it). :/

Anyways, I went for training today. Went to meet Hakim before that. And he decided to stay and watch the training. I felt weird. He bothered to wait for me, LOL. But decided to ask my dad to send me home instead. Btw, this Firdaus from tkd talked to me, (as a friend?). As usual, he's talking abt Syiqah. Everyone's getting sick of it. And Kenneth, he's just down cos he doesnt know the results for his grading. He really had high hopes for getting black belt. Well, dont worry dude. I know you did your best! (Y)

Goddamn, im so bored being online now. There's usually people to chat with. But tonight, none! How sad is that? Wansy sayang slept early tonight. ): Iskandar also went off, like damn. He was the only one who entertained me, (surprizingly). Even though i was chatting with six people. -.- Cos i had to entertain then instead, ughh. Not even anyone to talk to otp, fuck crap.

I wanna go watch tv now. Its almost three in the morning and i still cant fucking sleep.                                                                                                                                 (I wish I didnt miss him this much)

I have no mood to blog nowdays.

It's all your fault.